Life Diddy sees 50th birthday as a new milestone in his life By weekster Posted on December 20, 2019 2 min read Share on Facebook Share on Twitter Share on Google+ Diddy, whose real name is Sean John Combs, saw Abraham last month and says he “feels better than ever.” The superstar had a difficult year due to the death of his ex-girlfriend Kim Porter in November 2018, but has decided to see his 50th birthday as a new milestone in his life. People reports this. “I have forgiven myself for my stupidities from the past and take this opportunity with both hands” Diddy celebrated his 50th birthday on the day that Kim would have turned 49. With this he wanted to honor her, but also send a signal to continue life as it is. “I think that at certain moments everyone gets a second chance to make something of his or her existence. I personally went through so many difficult periods, but I didn’t know that this opportunity would ever come. I got my stupid things out of it forgiven the past and take this opportunity with both hands, “said the rapper. He canceled his birthday party twice, because for him it “didn’t feel right without Kim.” Eventually he went ahead, but he moved the party to Kim’s birthday. “That way she was there anyway,” the rapper believes.