Life Billie Eilish did not like her life after a breakthrough Posted on January 25, 2020 2 min read Share on Facebook Share on Twitter Share on Google+ It was very intense for Billie Eilish (18) when she became world famous in 2018 with her first singles. The singer became depressed and had suicidal thoughts, she says in The Gayle King Grammy Special. “I was so unhappy and I felt no pleasure anymore” “I was so unhappy and I felt no pleasure anymore,” Billie looks back. The American, who celebrated her eighteenth birthday in December, did not expect that she would make it at the time. “I honestly thought I would not be older than seventeen.” Because of her fame, she lost friends and became isolated. “I think of a time when I was in Berlin and sat alone in my hotel room and I remember there was a window there. I remember that I cried because I thought about how I would die and that I would die by doing it myself. ” With the help of her mother, family and therapy, she recovered. The singer is delighted that she can now help her fans with similar problems. “I grab them by the shoulders and say: please take good care of yourself, be good to yourself and be kind to yourself. Do not do things to only hurt yourself more.”
